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Stillborn

by Lilith My Mother

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A day to spend a day to waste A day to burn your past Another reason to get up Another night at last Daily horrors on TV Murderers and fake IDs Man-made gods to guard the land Limitless power in dirty hands Is this your story told? Is this your destiny? Is this the time you faced Your own tragedy? No one is there to grant Escape from reality (You’re) standing and staring there In the face of tragedy A day to face your darkest thoughts A day to break the spell There’s no one there to stop it now There’s no one there to tell What is right and what is wrong It’s absurd, the meaning’s gone Haunting images of the past Shallow dreams that never last Is this your story told? Is this your destiny? Is this the time you faced Your own tragedy? No one is there to grant Escape from reality (You’re) standing and staring there In the face of tragedy
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Supernova 05:37
When clouds come and cold wind blows When days are dark and no one knows What drives those little birds of prey? How come they never go astray? When ghosts of dreams and hopes you had Come crawling slowly to your bed And you’re like a boat washed ashore Don’t know where you are anymore Then one day it will be over The Sun explodes like a supernova And the shockwave carries you away The beginning and the ending Time and space are slowly bending And you see there is no other way
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Without Us 05:18
When we perish, when we fade away In pain, and fear Our bones will sink into sand and clay And disappear Like an illness, long and vicious Like a virus on this planet’s body When we vanish who will mourns us? When we’re destroyed by the antibodies. Sometimes I see empty streets of abandoned cities. Buildings crumbling and falling. Trees and vines growing where used to be roads and shopping malls. Wild animals walking where we used to walk. And The Earth turns without us Stars shine without us It rains and snows without us And trees grow without us When the things come to the bitter end And that’s for real Toxic waters and polluted lands Will start to heal
4.
Their gods are waiting for them To bring a sacrifice of flesh And blood In dreams they’re talking to them The gods they want it warm and fresh Your blood From the darkened sky You’re watched by their mighty eye Termination of the nations World on fire It works out well for the gods of blood No solution for delusions Dark desires It works out well for the gods of blood This place is not for mortals Who come and go like sand through hands Of gods Black holes and secret portals That lead you to the hidden lands Of gods They’re looking at me they’re looking at you They’re watching your every movement There’s no escape from the gods of blood
5.
Do you remember when it started? Another fall came silently And crying for the days departed It murdered summer violently Chorus It’s all about the changes Mirrors never lie We both know it - you and I The face of time shows no expression It’s eyes are empty wells of night And all your passions and possessions Will end up buried out of sight We’ll become bones Bones of the past Chorus It’s all about the changes Mirrors never lie What became of you and I? We’ll become bones Bones of the past The stories forgotten Forgotten so fast
6.
Why? Why don’t you let it fly? The thing that you have inside Why do you have to hide This shadow of darkness? Hey baby The sun is down Embrace the darkness Hey baby No need to run From what you have Inside It’s always in your mind It’s always in your dreams Hey honey Don’t push it down Why? Why don’t you let it fly? The thing that you have inside Why do you have to hide This shadow of darkness? Hey baby Is this a way To feel the power Hey baby It is ok It’s what you have Inside The darkness in your eyes It’s always in your mind Hey honey Don’t push it down
7.
The sin of sloth take me away. Show me your stories of wasted lives.
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It’s getting darker When they come alive It’s getting harder I don’t know if I’ll survive Understanding That you won’t get away Understanding You won’t get home today It’s screaming It’s twisting It’s trembling Food for my demons There’s nothing to fear this isn’t real There’s nothing to be ashamed of, this is who you are There’s a connection between pain and pleasure and you know it Fuck it, you win. The same old story I have no remorse The same old story The dark and wicked force Understanding That you won’t get away Understanding You won’t get home today
9.
She’s home tonight She met someone nice online She dimmed the lights (down) Opened a bottle of wine You’re looking fine now baby Sexy lady Longing for some love You’re looking fine now baby Sexy lady You can’t get enough She’s home tonight He’s a the door She smiles and lets him in She’s on the floor Cold steel against her skin You’re looking fine now baby Sexy lady Longing for some love You’re looking fine now baby It’s driving me crazy I can’t get enough (of your love) Oh, why am I doing this? Blood on my hands Does it make me feel better Oh yeah it does She’s home tonight He left and shut the door She stayed behind Sprawled on her bedroom floor You’re looking fine now baby Sexy lady Longing for some love You’re looking fine now baby It’s driving me crazy I can’t get enough (of your love)
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Stillborn 04:40
Skies are getting red there’s a dead man in your bed Or is it just a dream? The thought that never leaves you. Is it just a phase for a planet lost in space? Among the galaxies spreading over nothing. Thinking of the things that you have said and done Does it make sense to be here? What is the answer? It’s a place that makes you wanna scream and run Does it make sense to be here? What is the answer? Loathing yourself with your bible on the shelf Is it a life you have wanted to be living? Sitting all alone in your broken home Is it the reason why you’re wishing you’d been stillborn? Thinking of the things that you have said and done Does it make sense to be here? What is the answer? It’s a place that makes you wanna scream and run Does it make sense to be here? What is the answer? Looking at the fires in the sky Their hearts are burning red but their eyes are cold Looking at the fires in the sky Their hearts are burning red but their eyes are cold

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released February 2, 2018

electronic, dark electro, darkwave, ebm, electro-goth, goth, industrial, synth, dark synth

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Lilith My Mother Pilsen, Czechia

Lilith My Mother came to life in July 2016. It's a solo project by a singer-songwriter Alterdino (aka Oleg Degtiarev).
The style is a combination of such genres as Industrial, Synth-and Future Pop, Dark Electro, Darkwave and Electro-Goth.

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